when you don’t know where you’re going?
You know your life is changing permanently.
You feel as if you’re making the right decisions.
But, in one way, you don’t even know what the question is.
My daughter is with me now. She’s going to be with me for a couple of months. And then she thinks she’ll go to Atlantic City to be where her son is going to high school. She hates Atlantic City, but she loves her son. Kind of like I didn’t really want to come back to the South, but I loved my daughter. So I came.
And when she leaves, I’ll be here alone.
I could go anywhere I want, I guess, after she leaves.
Everyone’s growing up. My grandson is 14; my daughter is 37.
And I just turned 63. And I don’t want to be here without her.
So where do I go after she’s gone?
It’s an evolving question. And I hope I’ll figure out the answer soon.
God will help me, I know He will.